*EMO*
I've been through some rough times. Times where I found myself not wanting to live anymore. I've been depressed, miserable, unhappy, dejected, gloomy...I've been there. More then once. I'll be honest with you, I've thought about doing things I should not have ever thought
about doing. I'm not happy about it but thats the way it is I guess. We've all been there I'm sure...and if you haven't...well then......thats wonderful.
Poetry has saved me more than once. Poetry is my life. It's how I deal with things. I'll say it again it's my escape away from this hell hole we call Earth.
I introduce to you: "The Darker Side of Me"
*Trapped* Lying in the dark |
For it is my purpose |
*Escape*
I'm back once again
To this old familiar place
I sit here in silence
As the tears stream down my face
At first a sting
And then a sigh
Adrift on the sky
While flying so high
A slide of the wrist
As the blade meets the skin
And I promise myself...
Not ever again
I'm back once again
To the old familiar place
I sit here in silence
As the tears stream down my face
You shine like a diamond
In my hands your sharp and cold
I long for your new pain
To forget about the old
In your distorted reflection
I can almost see my face
But with each time I come here
A small part of me erased
*All Alone*
**This was the first poem I've ever written and got published**
As I lie in grass
Listening to the feet go by
I think about the past
Oh how I wonder why
All my friends have left me
For what I have done
How I thought this can't be
My pain has just begun
I never said a word
I kept it all inside
Before the people heard
Of the very day I died
Now I lie in the ground
Under a great big stone
Where I can't be found
Crying cause I'm all alone
*Untitled* You left me here with my pain |
I can't take it any longer |